Okay so I have mixed feelings about this summer. It’s nothing like I expected in both good and bad ways. The good is that I’ve had so many firsts this summer and I have done so much fun yet fucked up shit than I have ever done in my life. I’ve gotten into more trouble than I have in my life as well but it’s all been worth it. SO many amazing nights spent out on the streets with friends and even some randoms. I’ve finally pool hopped, snuck out of my house multiple times, and into a school at night oh my gosh, and been drunk or high out of my mind. The downside to this summer is I was planning on focusing on weightloss before college by any means necessary but that didn’t turn out as planned. I have actually gained a few pounds if anything but I’ve gotten taller as well. Still. all excuses aside I didn’t accomplish my one most important goal and now I’m starting my first day of college in just a few days. I’m so upset with myself about this but I’m going to have to start my weightloss late. I’m thinking that it might actually be pretty easy to drop the pounds once school starts and I’ll be able to control what I eat and when as well as being occupied throughout the day. I’m going into serious mode so I can accomplish my goals within this year :) lets go.